Lyrics I Need a Doctor

I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life
I told the world, one day I would pay it back.
Say it on tape and lay it, record it, so that one day I could play it back.
But I don't even know if I believe it when I'm saying that.
Doubt startin' to creep in, everyday it's just so grey and black.
Hope, I just need a ray of that 'cause no one sees my vision
When I play it for 'em, they just say it's wack.
But they don't know what dope is.
And I don't know if I was awake or asleep when I wrote this.
All I know is you came to me when I was at my lowest.
You picked me up, breathed new life in me,I owe my life to you.
Before the life of me, I don't see why you don't see like I do.
But it just dawned on me; you lost a son.
See this light in you?
It's dark.
Let me turn on the lights and brighten me and enlighten you.
I don't think you realize what you mean to me, not the slightest clue.
'Cause me and you, we're like a crew.
I was like your sidekick.
You gon' either wanna fight when I get off this f-cking mic,
Or you gon' hug me.
But I'm out of options, there's nothing else I can do cause...
I'm about to lose my mind...