Lyrics Sitting, waiting, wishing

I was sitting, waiting, wishing You believed in superstitions
But lord know that this world is cruel And I aint the lord no im just a fool
I sang your songs, I danced your dance I have your friends all a chance
Putting up with them wasnt worth never having you
I keep playing your part But its not my scene
Want this plot to twist Ive had enough mystery
You keep building it up But then keep shooting me down
But Im already down Just wait a minute
Just sitting, waiting
Just wait a minute
Just sitting, waiting
Well if I was in your position Id put down all my ammunition